when was script is not script

[Jstar]

Sacred in Canada,

my sitch tends to make others feel better about their own. thanks for taking the time to read it.

i've done things for me, i leased a car, got a phone, bought some clothes, not much but alittle bit.

i really want to join the gym again, i used to work out for 2-3 hours. i've been planning on checking it out, gotta watch the finances. my job keeps me super busy and there is always stuff to do, ALWAYS.

i know he has been thinking about stuff lately. he says those things to hurt me because i called him on keeping son 9 months in pj's till 4pm.

he is like the casebook wah, he thinks life is great on the other side. he's made a few comments about hwo he doesn't have much time with the kids, i just say, you should have thought about that before you left us.

i think for the most part he is happy, he has no responsibility and i'm not going to instill the kids on him to learn more, he doesn't do a good enough job anyways.

goals, goals, think of goals. i'm so way to tired to exercise, no way i get up in middle of the night with son 9 months, then back up at 5 to get ready for work, work all day with kids and then mine are brought to my work for us to go home, it's cook clean bathe, and by then i'm dead tired. so i live for the weekends. we try to sleep in, kids dictate that,...do fun stuff between errands and chores.

i was going to church but it got to be way to tiring and i don't think i got out of it what i wanted.