You are right about the open marriage and that I don't want it. I have done 180's wherever I can and will continue to do so. I have begun to go thru Robx's posts and it has given me much to think about. I guess there will come a point, sooner or later, once I overcome my fear, to have that conversation with her. We had a long conversation, initiated by her, where she explained her feeling about the M. About me being away at work, not going grocery shopping with her, letting her go out when I was exhausted from work instead of making her stay home etc. Mostly BS excuses for her behavior I think. But I mostly just listened.
