Its Manhattan. We rent. ;-)

The logic is that my WAW is harboring such negative opinions of me that only missing me will break it. BUT... Even with all the vitriol, we have had good times and civil conversations. She still relies on me for some things. Wanting me to leave is tied in many ways to wanting to play the field. Backing off has helped but I do fear what could come.

Bill, I want to go home. Thanks for the clarity. I plan to start my life over in my apt in New York. Thanks. CUB