XH is marrying OW after only 5 months of D!!

[BeingMe]

I still don't know why with my H either. We've been back together for 5 years, and the only explanation was "she made me feel good." Now, we are possibly separating again. And, I don't know, again, why he is the way he is. He changed after the A, and never truly came back. Or, maybe my perception of him changed. I dunno.

One can go insane wondering the why's. You'll never have a satisfactory reason. Made him feel good ... what the heck does that mean???? He would put his family in danger of destruction because a voice on the phone made him feel good???? Crazy.