Pickle, yes to both the above! I used to scream "I hate you" in my car when I had too much! I would curse, and cry, and even sometimes wish he would just go away, I would imagine scenarios where I would throw away his clothes, where I would just leave with D who he lves so much and never show up! then when I am close to home, I would compose myself and by the time I see him, will be calm and collected, and that is when I would act "as if" everything were normal, and just go about the activities of daily living. Of course he had no choice but to do the same - we cooked, cleaned, did the laundry, picked up D from school as we always did. No change. there is comfort in routine.
And yes, STFU! Thats what I did....listen, resist the urge to be baited. The WAW, MLCer all do that ..... they bait you so you would say something that they can use against you! Their minds become devious!
And that is where you would see that pleasant little smile....
Me:49 H:45 D:12 M:14 T:18 Bomb: 6/26/10 EA: 9/3/10, fizzled out slowly, now ??? 11/5/11 Retrouvaille Finally piecing.... Its peaceful at last, but we got a looong way to go
