Bleeding out a few things and then I am going to work on my goals again with all of the new info I have. I found an attorney willing to speak to me on the phone about the divorce papers and from what he could surmise they had not been filed yet and therefore were no better than a roll of toilet paper. I then called the Prothonotary offices in 2 counties and they had no record of filing so it looks like I still have some time to turn things around.
I must have had nightmares last night b/c the pillows were all over the place like I had been throwing them in my sleep. I am glad I don’t remember what they were. When I woke I felt really calm at first, almost like everything was alright and I was going to turn over to find my W in bed…but reality set in and I was messed up crying for awhile. I haven’t been able to get back to work since my car broke down which is going to cause problems b/c now it is going to be almost a week without working and finances are already bad. Stress has piled up and I just want to get back to work and focus on DBing in all its aspects.
