It never ceases to amaze me how we all are such creatures of "reaction". That is why detaching in DB is so important - it lets the intelligent, logical person you are take over. I almost feel like two or three people, one who sees what should be done and another that just reacts. Freud did have something there when he described the id, ego and super-ego as all residing within our being.
Me:49 H:45 D:12 M:14 T:18 Bomb: 6/26/10 EA: 9/3/10, fizzled out slowly, now ??? 11/5/11 Retrouvaille Finally piecing.... Its peaceful at last, but we got a looong way to go