Thank you Antonia....I understand exactly what you are saying. I guess with time that will pass.
Eric...thank you for my shovel....but I already have one that color!! My son got a hold of the spray paint one day....I have a very colorful collection of garden tools! lol
I have to say even though my H does have issues with faithfulness, he is still a good person. I have to be thankful for that. He just stopped by a little while ago and gave me $20.(I really wasnt prepared to see him, it doesnt help me detach much) He went and ate lunch with our son today and saw that I gave him lunch money (a bunch of silver change in a ziploc bag). He felt bad and also I found out my daughter mentioned that the banks had been calling me. Hard times finanically the last couple of months....He wants to help me. He has always offered to help me if he is able and if I need it, but I never feel good about asking. Im not one that asks for money from people. I find ways to make it, and depend on God to provide for my needs. Still, it is a blessing that he will help me and I am thankful for that. He offered me more money when he gets his check. He already pays about $200 more a month child support than he has too. God will always provide for our needs.
Kissak
"What time I am afraid, I will trust in thee." Psalms 56:3 M-37 H-37 S-10, D-15 M- 1993 First bomb- 12/23/06 Came and went too MANY times! Gone again 10-25-10
