I don't really experience it as pursuing, I guess. Cause he still thinks D is to our benefit because we have so "many problems" per him. So it makes me a lil sad & like all he wants to do is have sex or be intimate/sleeping together.
When he says I'm the only one for him and the love of his life though I do like hearing that and I do like him saying he didn't try enough/he has to live w/ that forever...
It's just a mindfuck. Through an through. Cannot explain...
