His eyes are so full of sadness. I keep on thinking back to the times that I first learned of the bomb - did I look the same way? So devastated? Did I radiate sadness and lose of hope? I must have too. I think I understand the DB principles - his demeanour right now seems to be pushing me away, the urge to give up seems stronger. I have to constantly remind myself that I have come this far, I have to see it through.
If I can get my W to reconsider I will have to remember this. I know I will have to really watch my anger and "act as if" to go slow enough to keep the positive changes going. I really hope I can get to the point you are at now.
