W in a funk all evening. Conversation between us suddenly getting less and less. She has just about stopped all affection other than being held before going to sleep...

I let her mood affect me less than usual yesterday so that was a positive, knowing that is still a weakness of mine.

Time to bring up her IC again...don't think she will actually ge the help if I don't lead her there.

Like many others, Christmas time rough. My parents want to know if we are visiting, I've put all shopping/plans for W on hold, work wants to know if we plan on taking time off, etc...all tough when you really don't/can't look that far into the future

M39 W41
Two children
WAW bomb dropped 11/7/09
Piecing Aug 10 - Nov 10
No longer piecing...Nov 10
Separation Jan 11
EA ends again Feb 11
Piecing attempt #2, Mar 11