Hit by truck 2 months ago

[habitacker]

All my sorry's came right away when the bomb hit. They were all said at the same time the begging and pleading was going on. You know, everything that she would expect to happen.
Now that time has gone by and I have time to reflect on things, I really want to appologize for everything with a more calm thought out approach.
Can I say I am sorry about things, or am I better off just staying quiet? I have never really said I am sorry other than the first days, and I am sure you all know what that was like. I was saying sorry, but I am sure it sounded like begging and pleading.
I want her to know that I understand what I have done and that I am sorry.
I am struggling hard everday not to try to talk about R. I have seen some other posts that the W really liked the appologies though.
Well, that's my question. Have at it. I am sure it won't be my last. Thanks.