The thing with Joe not replying - I think you've got to try and remember its nothing you've done, its to do with him and his own issues. He is probably feeling really rejected right now. Just my theory. There's nothing you can do so try and not let it get you down. Easier said than done though, and I know I would feel the same! Definitely think its weighing more on your mind because of how lonely and home sick you are feeling right now. I would say - get in contact with NZ train guy (I don't think its weird, its the way you meet people when you're travelling on your own), and as many other people you can, and keep yourself socialising and busy busy busy.
I'm not friends with anyone on her in the alt, so how do we do it, do I just give you my name and you can come find me?!
Lea xx
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