Starting on a different path

[Mystik]

I didn't realize it was possible to feel sicker than I did when I got my mail and saw the court envelope.

Called the lawyer, have to call him back Sunday to set up a date to go over my wish list and pay him the retainer. While on the phone with the lawyer H called, didn't click over. So he called my cell, DS answered. When I got off the phone DS brought the cell phone to me and I took it, figured it was time to face the music. But H wasn't calling about court papers. He had made some calls today about getting himself a nebulizer for DS and wanted to fill me in on what he learned and that the insurance company will most likely be calling me. During the conversation he also said if I could get receipts or anything to prove how much he owes me because he knows we disagree on that, he wants to get that matter settled.

I feel so sick. Why did he have to call and say he's ready to work out a payment agreement today of all days? He's going to be livid when he gets the court paperwork.

I wish I'd listened to my instincts and not filed the court papers at all.