HELP! Impending R talk with WAW

[NotReadyToQuit]

we didn't talk about it at all last night. she emailed me again today asking me again, because the deadline was tomorrow. she asked if i wanted to remain on the insurance for a while or if i already had a plan lined up for the first of the year. I simply said "if i could stay on a little longer it would help." She said "no problem" and that was it.

it didn't seem hostile or that she was annoyed. she sent me a few more little messages later on, one asking what i wanted for christmas.

i just don't know how to read this. i'm thinking that maybe the only reason the separate insurance issue came up was because she had to renew at work. that's my hope at least. at the same time though, her first thought is to remove me from the plan. i just don't know what to think. i guess i need to just plan on it being over. otherwise, i will just keep getting crushed over and over.