Kissak - Sweetie, what we want back is the old H...right now they don't exist....You did your best, you believed, you trusted, you gave him many chances, you did more the most would do...be proud of yourself for that. Don't be upset with yourself for making decision based on trust...you had to trust him to give your reconciliation the best possible chance....

Here is a great quote for you

"Yesterday is history. Tomorrow is a mystery. And Today? Today is a gift. That's why we call it the present"

(((hugs)))

M53 H54 D17
M33Y T38Y
Bomb OW 09/09
OUT 10/09 BACK 11/09 OUT 01/10
WANTS TO R 04/10 BACK with OW 05/10
Wants to Reconcile 05/11 I said NO