Thanks for the encouragement. Finally got back home last night from my trip, he ignored me when I arrived but I acted cheerful, gave him a hug and kiss, and laughed and talked with D, acted "as if" everyting is fine. I finally got back to my DR book and am reading it again. I realize now that my ambiguous feelings stemmed from getting out of the crisis mode and into opening up myself to the floodgates of other emotions (how right the book is really amazes me all the time). My aim now is to get him to fall in love with me again. Although he was the one who ended the OW relationship, he still did it because he felt he was being dumped, so I don't know if he has any motivation at this point to come back to me. My intuition says he still cares, but I strongly feel that he is denying it to himself, for some reason I cannot fathom. What do I do?
Me:49 H:45 D:12 M:14 T:18 Bomb: 6/26/10 EA: 9/3/10, fizzled out slowly, now ??? 11/5/11 Retrouvaille Finally piecing.... Its peaceful at last, but we got a looong way to go
