Kissak, I know how tough this is, you know that you had to tell him to leave, yet you still love him....On one hand you don't want him around and on another you want him to beg to come back.
Yes, that is true, so true.
[quote]Just remember that he has treated you very badly and has huge issues to work out, you wouldn't want him back the way he is anyway. You deserve better.
I keep saying this over and over again. I deserve better and I know you are right Mila....I do remember how bad he treated me those last couple of months...he does have huge issues and I DO NOT want him back that way.
I am having issues with being angry at myself for even taking him back in the first place....although it did allow me to find out things he did behind my back and how big a liar he really is. Im really mad at myself for trading in my car back in August...now Im stuck with a car payment on limited funds....Im really ticked off at myself for doing that when I was almost sure things were better. Ugh~
Not sure how the holidays are going to play out.
Kissak
"What time I am afraid, I will trust in thee." Psalms 56:3 M-37 H-37 S-10, D-15 M- 1993 First bomb- 12/23/06 Came and went too MANY times! Gone again 10-25-10
