Possibly the worst day of my life.

[gutwrenching]

The text is too much too soon. Actions will speak louder than words. She will likely see your words as hollow and too little too late. And right now it is too little, but you never know about too late. You need to embody the changes and consistently show them with actions and slowly over time they can have an impact. Additionally, a text is not very personal. Lastly, Dbmod suggested you go dark for a while…this is not dark at all.