Positively moving forward

[awest1217]

Thanks all! I know in my head everything that you have said, but it is just so hard for my heart.

I would love to just let some things go, but it is not possible. I do feel better since Ih ave everything at work caught up (for the most part).

Christmas shopping is almost done so that is great.

My credit card bill I freaked out about for this month, but then I calculated how much my sibs are giving me for my parents gifts and I realized that I really don't have that high of a bill considering I am one present and stocking stuffers away from being done.

The car will hopefully get fixed next week and everything with the L is done on my part. I have to look over the property agreement revision and then it is off to H. I will just be happy when I have two weeks off because I will need them. I want to spend that time just doing nothing.

I know this month will be gone before I know it. I mean it is already Thursday and then only two more weeks until I am off for Christmas break. It is crazy.