3 texts...thats all I got from H yesterday. Initatied by me. Only about his invoices. He did call last night to talk to the kids. Then asked to speak to me. Kept it about kids basically and he asked if I had a spare key to his truck. Wants me to write down what kids clothes sizes are so he can shop for christmas...or rather give the sizes to his stepmom and let her shop for them. I would rather him give me the money and let me get what they need. I handled it well though. Ended the conversation myself.
He texted me this morning to tell the kids he loved them and good morning. I just said Ok, Good morning. Then he wished me a good day and I said thanks, u 2. Trying not to be uncivil to him even though Im hurting. Sometimes its easier to deal with him when I am angry.
Anyway...I need to find lots to keep me busy this weekend so I wont think about him being with someone else. I know he has his big holiday party for the Ems this saturday night. I want to stay so busy I dont think about what he is doing. Saturday will be easy because I my day is packed with things to do. Friday night however, I need to find something to do!!
Ugh, I hate this.
Kissak
"What time I am afraid, I will trust in thee." Psalms 56:3 M-37 H-37 S-10, D-15 M- 1993 First bomb- 12/23/06 Came and went too MANY times! Gone again 10-25-10
