Thank you Habit, for telling me your sitch. It's EXACTLY how I've been feeling and EXACTLY what I want to do. I'm sorry it didn't go the way you wanted it to. It's just so hard to sit back, do nothing, and act like everything is peachy when you're dying inside.
I'm going to go back to church this weekend and try to regain/work on my faith. Thank you both for the suggestions and talking me off the ledge. I wasn't in a very good place yesterday. Hopefully today is better.
M:28 W:28 Together:13yrs high school sweethearts Married:2 currently filing living separately