I am back to work today. I dont do much but people are understanding.
H has been a rock for me. Taking care of the kids, my mum, our guests. Today he told me he will book a trip for us for to Rome after a month, so that we can get away. I didnt expect him to be so supportive. A couple of times I was worried he will "split" being one of those persons that cant take pain. But he didnt. And he hasnt. Yet.
I miss my dad already. But life goes on. And I am planning to make it a better one than before. K