Thank you all. One of the few things I've learned to do pretty well is stay calm...or at least notice when I am losing calmness and get it back quickly.

Strong...not so sure on that one. I still feel somewhat weak. I haven't been able to detach and let go of the dream. And I still let her moods affect mine too much...

Thanks for all the kind words and prayers. And I love the attempts at cheerleader humor, I needed that this morning


M39 W41
Two children
WAW bomb dropped 11/7/09
Piecing Aug 10 - Nov 10
No longer piecing...Nov 10
Separation Jan 11
EA ends again Feb 11
Piecing attempt #2, Mar 11