my h and son gave me necklace

[MrBond]

rysmom,

I've said it before. Get some help. Real help for yourself. Your son may or may not be affected by what your H is doing, but it seems like you're projecting a lot of your hurt onto him.

STOP feeling 'bad' for your son. Do something about it. Whenever someone on here tries to offer you real constructive help or asks deep questions, you avoid them entirely.

Read your post again. You are where you were the first time you came here. Get some help. for your sake and the sake of your son.