Help save my WAW

[NotReadyToQuit]

Thanks for the suggestion Always, I'll definitely check it out.

So far tonight she hasn't brought up the insurance issue yet, but there is a slight tension in the air that hasn't been there for a while. I just don't know anymore.

I know I can't change her feelings or her mind, but I just want her to THINK! I want someone, anyone, to give HER a wake-up call that this is not the answer!! It's not going to take away her anger or her pain. In fact, it's probably going to make it worse. She won't acknowledge that, though. If we do separate and she realizes she made a mistake, I don't have faith that she will tell me that or try to work on our R again. I know that's not fair to say, and I shouldn't think like that, but there it is. I can't help it.

I don't mean to be so negative, today has just not been a good day. I really appreciate all your input and support. It definitely helps.