I have a question...I don't think I have a good sense of reality any longer.

H met new woman within one month of leaving the house (supposedly..) - OK, so now he has told everyone that he didn't expect to "fall" so quickly. He is finally finding his way to happiness (his words).

Here's my question...is this crazy? Does this really happen? Am I so lost in bizzaro land that I see him "happy" and I think he is "normal"?

April 12th I get the most beautiful card from H filled with promises - now I am weeks away from divorce and he is in love.

I guess I am struggling because if I CHOOSE to love anyone then I do. So even if this is over the top crazy - if he chooses it then it is. Does that make sense?

Guide me friends towards real world normalcy!


M-48/XH-48 M=25/T=28 years
Ds-24,22/S-18
D - 3/11
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