You sound wonderful. Divorce sucks. But there is life--and I believe you are starting towards a good life--afterwards. Who knows what will happen--he may well regret this later.
Your choices now are all YOURS. You get to create what you want now. You get to think about all the things you want in a future relationship.
On a good note I bought my own car last night. I made a phone call and went to pick it up. I haven't bought a car in 20 years. It's definately a down grade from what I'm used to driving but it's new and it's mine.
