when was script is not script

[Jstar]

I read most of the posts on here and see that most other's situations are somewhat changeable. some are still living with their spouse, have friendly banter, we have NONE.

i have thought about dating but there is no way for me to date with my circus i have. 24/7 i have children with me, if not at work then at home sleeping, eating, showering EVERYTHING. I like it, i'm happy with my children. how could i share myself with someone else, i want them all to myself. no one else is going to see them the way i do or take joy in them just getting up from bed and me getting a smile packed full of teeth, or d3 jumping out scaring me to death.

i'm sure that there is a man out there who doesn't have kids who would love to be around my kids but i have to be realistic, i'm not in a profession that has many men maybe 3/60 are men, when we are out and about my kids are with me and i think there is an assumption that me with a 3yr old and 9 month old, dad is in the pic, i got that when i got a phone saturday.