Ugh! Today is one of those "bad" days where you just feel really hopeless and sad about the crap you are going through. My WAH is coming over tonight to stay and help with the baby, so I can get some rest. I asked him to do this b/c I feel like I'm getting sick. The baby has not been resting well and I'm exhausted. Prior to him coming to spend the night, he was going to visit with the baby this afternoon, but go stay in a hotel in the town his office is in overnight and come back first thing in the am b/c he is keeping her all day tomorrow. My first thought, of course, is that he will be with the OW tonight. Since his plans have changed, he says he will is going to his office for a while and won't be coming to the house till later tongight. (There is no reason for him to go to the office b/c he works for a congressman who got defeated in November and the offices are being shut down.) I am so tempted to call the hotel there b/c I'm sure he has plans to spend the afternoon with the OW. I know I should NOT do this and will only hurt me worse if I am right, so help!!
M-32, WAH 32 D-7 months Bomb of PA 9/25 WAH left 10/24 D Filed by WAH
