Enjoy your life. Put your focus on enjoying your life on your own (don't depend on her to have a good time) and on being a great father.
Make a list of 10 things that you are grateful for, and so this every single day for at least a month. Plan weekend outtings with your kids. Let her miss out on you being great
M-47,W-40,No kids D-filed 5/27/2010 Piecing - 10/21/2010 -=Soon to be banned=-