I'm having difficulty trying to "find" that man she fell in love with, 'cause the esteem has taken such a hit.
I look back and on many levels see the same man I am now: successful, rock steady, handy around the house, happy with my hobbies and interests.
The biggest difference between then and now is my "pursuit" or courtship of and romantic interest in her. But I cannot pursue now. Coach said I have to re-establish a connection beginning as a "best friend" kind of thing, but it's difficult and slow.
The only time she want's to "talk" is when things like I posted earlier are on her mind. I wish I was better at this.
Me 53 XW 50 M 18 Years +2 S14 D19 Bomb 10-24-10 Served 1-27-11 Mediate 4-21-11 Civil D Final 6-2-11 No church anullment "A man is not finished when he is defeated, he is finished when he quits."
