My Thanksgiving holiday was good. Lots of food, family, R&R.
I don't really have much new to report.
I have been a little down the past few days - mostly thinking about my life is so not what I thought it would be but I suppose that's normal. I don't really like any of this/where I am but it's part of the process.
HG came over and made me breakfast and washed all my dishes over the weekend. H, in the 7 yrs that we were together, not once made me breakfast or washed any dishes. Funny that. Nonetheless, I need to tell HG that I enjoy the time we spend together very much but am worried this feels fast for me. I don't want anything serious right now and it'd be nice if it were just casual. I guess it is casual and obviously we're not sleeping together but it still feels fast-ish? Make sense? I am conflicted. I don't want to not see him but I don't want to be super into a relationship... How do I word this to him? I like him but I am wary. I don't believe in people right now. That sounds sad but it's true. I need to go s l o w in all aspects of my life.
