Thanks for the reply Atossup;

I do plan to go to dinner tonight with her and my Daughter smile even if nothing comes from it and I get hurt; I know that wont compared to the regret I will have latter that if didn’t go.

This would be the second time she told me she missed me since she left. The first time was about two weeks into the separation and was not prompted by me. I kind of ignored it back then, because I figured absence would make the heart grow fonder rather than falling back into our old patterns of waffling on separation. Maybe your right about the agreeing with them part.

My diet isn’t the best ether; it’s not all that bad though and its defiantly better than what it was. I cut out a lot of carbs (my guilty pleasure) and cut back on my portions a lot; but I haven’t been eating more healthier foods. I have also been running 6 mills every few days which I didn’t do in the past, and especially since my daughter was born (she’s 7 months).