I understand that, and I'm doing my best to let her be. I've been trying to hold onto hope that she is just angry and that she'll eventually come around. Part of it is because I do still love her, and I want to be with her. I don't want my M to end or our family to be broken apart.
I'm really doing well now, but as per usual she likes to jab me when she can or feels the need too.
Last night she mentioned to me that the previous night while sleeping I was calling out her name in my sleep. She seemed angry about it?!?! I don't have any memory of doing it, but she said it woke her up.
Also last night she made something different for dinner. It was good, and I really enjoyed it. My W isn't normally a great cook, so I told her that it was good. She makes sure to say "well I didn't do it for you, I only did it for the kids".
Why the attitude?
We still live together, we still sleep in the same bed. We eat dinner as a family and we do things as a family still on the weekends.
I'm not leaving, but I also don't really understand how long someone can live like this? I know my W would say that this is how she felt for the past 7 years, but I never intentionally avoided her or said mean and hurtful things to her. I understand that at times my actions would have done the talking for me - but it wasn't ALL the time. No matter what she wants to say or believe at this moment.
We've had good times, just not many in the last few years.
It doesn't matter, in my eyes this is all I have is my family. I'm not quiting no matter what.
I'm GAL, and I'm detaching as best I can given our sitch and focusing on the kids.
Wow, Christmas is going to be a blast!
Me - 34 W - 33 M - 8 years T - 15 years D7, D5, D2 Bomb Nov 10/2010 "I'm not happy and INILWY" W Staying for the kids Mar 13/2011
