Having said all this, when H and S are together, he really is a wonderful dad, and S loves him to bits and pieces...I never worry AT ALL when they are together and I'm not there...H is a very good daddy in that respect, and for that I'm eternally grateful
I realize that sometimes I feel alot of anger through all this hurt, and end up trying to see him in a negative light, but one thing I can't really view him negativly in , is in how he loves and cares for S when they're together...
