Still Moving Forward

[BeingMe]

I honestly don't know, WCW. I don't think I have enough emotional strength to handle another OW. I've already managed to convince myself once that I don't love him. I think if there is someone else, then I will have to step back .... waaaay back, and leave. I just wish he would be honest and just say so, if there is one. But, after 5 years and no improvement, then I have to assume there is ... isn't it always the case? How many times have our H's told us we were imagining things, and it turned out that we were right? I just don't think he's ready to leave, quite yet. He lives a separate life, and I don't know what that life is like except what he tells me. And that is very little.

Still, I am feeling positive about life. I'm not going to let this get me down.