Thanks TAMF, Albu and Zen...its nice to hear from people who have been or are in similar places.
Been thinking, H rarely spends one on one time with S that I can see. He usually takes him when he can do something with him AND other people - his parents, his BMF's family etc.
Thats propably normal for men tho - I dont know?
My expectations are probably too high to assume that a father and son relationship is the same as a mom son relationship. I don't know.
Anyway, right now just looking forward to my parents coming down, and feeling slightly normal for a while.
