Stamina with hope

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Thanks snodderly.
amd, so nice that you checked in, hope you keep updating!

Well, I think H is ready or almost ready for the Big F talk - Finances. Maybe it was spurred by the friend the other night, and what he heard me say to her about handling talking to her H. Today, H stopped by my work just as I was ready to leave, and said he had been to see our banker and got an application to see if he could get a consolidation loan. It would be less interest/one payment rather than trying to pay on multi credit cards. I asked how much total, and though I am shocked at the 6 figure amount it is still not as bad as I was preparing myself for.

I cannot understand why I am not furious about all of this, and I almost feel calm now that H is finally ready to address this mess. What is wrong with me?

To top off the day I got a call that involved horses/ow again, and I had to pass the message to H. He received it well and seemed to understand and address my feelings about the request. Time will tell.