i spent like 2 hours last night typing up stuff to give to him. huge no no, it's not going to do anything or help.

i just keep seeing him get in his truck turning back saying to me in a sheepish scared look, i want to move on. hello we have been seperated for over a year.


Me 39 H 30
d 18 previous marriage
d 2.5 with H
s 4.5months with H
Seperation Nov09
july i'm dim to dark - set internal deadline