I think its over help pls

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So at what point do you just concede and realize your disloyal W is done and going to WAW no matter what DB things you do.

Honestly, there's this zen-like thing that I think would help you if you can "get it":

What she is feeling is real to her. She's not in some fog, she hasn't been taken over by an alien intelligence, and these are her real emotions, and the sooner you can accept THAT she feels how she feels the better.

None of us is armed with prescience, but when you stop struggling against her, accept what she is telling you, and resolve to live a great life anyway, things are going to get easier no matter what happens.