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That is an amazing update, that you can look yourself in the mirror and know that. Guess what...I bet at some point here pretty soon, your H will see it too, cause remember he knows you and will sense it. And one way or the other that is good.

Whatever you are doing, keep it up, cause it sure sounds healthy, peaceful, and strong.

You are doing great my friend.
GW

M39 W41
Two children
WAW bomb dropped 11/7/09
Piecing Aug 10 - Nov 10
No longer piecing...Nov 10
Separation Jan 11
EA ends again Feb 11
Piecing attempt #2, Mar 11