MLC or just an EA?

[angel61]

Left today for business trip till Thursday. Talked to my H on the phone - he barely had 2 minutes to talk to me.

The day he left to talk to OW to cut it off, I did something which I think set me back - I panicked cause I did not want to explain to his relatives where he went and have to lie...he really got mad at me then and said I might as well expose him and we could end everything...and then I retracted, and he calmed down.

Now I am feeling so down, even worse than before he cut it off with OW. is it just is mood, his depression dragging me down? Admittedly, understandably, he was more upbeat when OW was in touch with him.

I wonder how long this withdrawal phase is? Anyone out there knows? I need to shore up my defenses for this! I know though that he is reaching out to relatives and friends, looking at the frenzy of calls he has been making on the cell phone records.