I got out of the house tonight. At the last minute I got on a volleyball league. It was fun but it is with my friends and their wives. So you know how I felt. It is really a bummer how I stated above how things seemed better, but tonight when I got home from volleyball she did ask how it was, but then just went to the bedroom and watched t.v. and didn't even say goodnight. It seems like she is actually in a better mood and more interactive with me on the weekends when we are together more. This just doesn't make sense if she neeeds space. The only thing is that on the weekends she can see how the kids and I are getting along so good. Or maybe after work when we first see eachother each day maybe she is nervous. Like she is expecting the old me. She is this way in the mornings also. It is almost like the more time we are around eachother the more comfortable she gets. All this might not be true but it is what my senses are telling me. sandi2, I also wanted to say thank you for asking about my weekend. It is nice to know someone out there cares.
H-40 W-38 Together-20 Married-12 boy-7 girl-3 bomb-9/17/10 No papers live together No affair