WAW Using God III

[pigskin]

Journaling:

No new news, lawyer is still sitting on the documents I need, gonna follow up yet again with him.

First Thanksgiving without the family actually was fine. I had to work on Friday and have no family nearby, so just cooked some turkey for myself and watched football. W called a couple of times, which I ignored, only left one message which was my daughter wishing me a happy Thanksgiving, which was nice.

Looking forward to Christmas, as I'll have the kids. New job is going way better than I had even hoped, so I am pretty happy right now.

I'd love to start dating, so I may ease into that. A perfect situation came up with a woman I have always admired since high school. She has never married and just ended a 10 year relationship. One big catch: she lives 1000 miles away. Quite unfortunate as if she was local I'm sure we'd be going out right now. I'm a bit leary of dating sites as people I know who have used them report too many crazy people on there, so I may just have to wait and see what comes "naturally".

Daughter woke up in the middle of the night and asked to sleep in my bed. Said "I'm having bad dreams. And I want you and mommy to live together as I'm starting to miss you both."

I just let it go, as I didn't have the heart to tell her that that will never happen. I'm fine with it, but unfortunately the kids are inevitably the ones who pay the steepest price for the poor choices of their parents...