Evolve
I read your post about 5 times.
New plan: I am going to find a good therapist and go myself, alone, at least the first time. I think that (a) I need it and (b) get a pro's opinion on getting my W there and (c) hopefully some no kidding MC in the future.

I am 90% certain I am going to try to hang on thru the holidays...part of the reason why I need the IC too...need a new source of strength as this drags on and I don't want to go into a funk.

M39 W41
Two children
WAW bomb dropped 11/7/09
Piecing Aug 10 - Nov 10
No longer piecing...Nov 10
Separation Jan 11
EA ends again Feb 11
Piecing attempt #2, Mar 11