I just purchased the book and telephone consultations but if anyone can help me I just need hope that this isnt over
Welcome to DB
This is a great place to come and post or vent and ask questions. As far as your question about needing hope that it isn't over I would say that you control when it is over. And what I think is that it isn't over until they put you in a box and throw dirt on you! Until then there is always HOPE.
DBMOD has given you great advice. You must take care of yourself.
Stop begging,pleading,yelling and crying - that will not work. I agree that you should start with LRT and you should also GAL. Start by making a list of three things that you can do for YOU!
Try to be the best MOM that you can be. Those kids are the most important thing in your life right now!
Keep coming back and asking questions and posting.
