Still enjoying new guy with lots of strange feelings and emotions that I thought were dead. Scary.... not used to "Feeling" again... and want to go slow. AND AM going slow!
thought of hiding in my cave again and not living... still pondering.
Funny though... the growth of ME through all of this.
Had a very very strange thing happen this weekend.
At the mall with d14 and we were at the cosmetic counter having fun with eye makeup. The clerk was helping and doing us up all pretty and such... I sat down for my turn and she says "i am not real spiritual but I get a really good vibe from you.... are you always this happy?" d14 and i look at each other and giggle...
A looooooooooong road... but yeah i can say I am happy again.
M-20 years/BOMB 12/24/06 Moved out 3/12/07 D final 7/30/2008 finding myself again
