I cannot tell if it's an act or genuine trying to make nice.
But yesterday went smoothly and "cordially".
No mention of D or wanting to "talk" - no teary spell.
W was upbeat the whole day after that early morning apology I mentioned previously.
And she slept in the bed last night.
I don't get any warm fuzzies from her though.
I think she's still scared to death I'll freak out and expose.
So I don't expect her to be open to any kind of re-connection.
Am I being paraniod about this or still angry?
I am here in the same house with her and you guys aren't,
But if you have any wisdom to offer, I'd like to hear it.


Me 53 XW 50
M 18 Years +2
S14 D19
Bomb 10-24-10
Served 1-27-11
Mediate 4-21-11
Civil D Final 6-2-11
No church anullment
"A man is not finished when he is defeated, he is finished when he quits."