What everyone has just said in the last 10 posts... read them over and over and over and over!!!!!
Girl... you are a lot closer to watching the whore's little happy fantasy blow up in her face. DON'T get in the way of that... stand back and watch it happen with a huge smile on your face.
Dropping the rope is both physical and mental. You can do this Mystik. Your therapy can help with this... don't keep trying to talk yourself out of it.
hugs Abs
T:22, M:20 H:55 Me:45 H-OW PA: N/07 OW Jan08 Bomb:Feb/08 S: Apr/08 Back together Ap1/09-Sept/11 Oct, 2011, uncertain future/H is a mess. Dec/11 - Doin'friend mode. Some days are better than others.